Chapter 13
A few months had passed since the incident in my house with Kyle. It was now December. I had had my surgery thingy in November, and they had basically told me that I had some gay disease which was making my periods heavy…how great for my life!
Things between Kyle and me were like totally fucked up at the moment… we just kept fighting, and he kept lying to me about where he was going and who he was with. I didn’t even know what to do anymore; everytime I felt like letting go he did or said something to pull me back in…
I was at home getting ready for the Allstar Skankers Launch Party… Kyle was sitting on my bed watching me get dressed. He had been texting someone ever since he stepped foot in my house…
I could see the end of our relationship was probably gonna come soon, but I didn’t know what to do.
“So what time do you want me to meet you??” he asked.
“Ermm… I’ll text you when I’m getting ready to leave.” Kyle wasn’t coming with me, he was going to a friends house and was gonna meet me afterwards.
I put on my chain and looked in my full-length mirror… I was just wearing some SHORT dress from Primark, in blue and black, and black shoes. I turned to face Kyle and cleared my throat. He looked up at me…
“Where do you think you’re going with that short skirt?” he said as he stood up and stretched. He walked over to me and kissed me as he gave me a hug.
We soon left and I went to meet up with my girls and we headed to the rave…
***
Anyone who attended this event will know what happened, if you didn’t, let’s just say there was hype and it got locked off…
***
From the moment I linked up with Kyle, I could tell something dodgy was going on… he looked like he had been crying and he was just bare quiet.
“Are you okay… you seem bare quiet.” I stopped him as we were walking to the bus stop to go back to my house.
“Yeah… I'm fine” he couldn't even look at me… what the hell is wrong with him.
We got back to my house and he sat on my bed while I started stripping to have a shower.
“Ciara I need to talk to you…”
“I’m going to have a shower, I’m all sweaty and shit, we can talk after” I smiled and ran to the bathroom.
***
I came out of the shower, creamed and put on my pyjamas. When I got back to my room, Kyle was sitting on the chair in front of my desk. He had fallen asleep…
I sat on the end of my bed and flicked through the channels on my TV.
All of a sudden I heard vibrations, and saw Kyle’s phone lighting up on top of the drawers next to my bed. I grabbed the phone just as the person hung up. I went to the missed calls list and saw: Camilla (25)… WHAT THE FUCK?? Why did this hoe even have my mans number, let alone called him 25 times.
It was on and popping now. I pressed the green button to call her back…
“Babes… finally… why did you just leave me like that? You left my pussy all wet and shit…”
OH… HELL… NO!
“He left your pussy wet yeah??”
“Who’s this??” she sounded shook, coz she knew full and well who it was.
“YOUR FUCKED CAMILLA. TRUST ME” I hung up the phone and jumped off my bed. I walked over to Kyle and stood in front of him.
I took a deep breath in, and gave him one DUTTY slap. He opened his eyes looking confused…
“Ciara… what’s wrong with you man??”
I walked away and flopped down on my bed.
He came and layed down next to me and put his hand on my back, rubbing it up and down.
After a bit of silence I rolled over, opened my eyes and looked at him.
“You fucked Camilla.” I stated. I don't know if I was questioning him or what…
He just went silent so that was my answer.
“That’s what I wanted to talk about… it was only once I swear…” and then he said that bait ‘boy-who’s-been-caught-cheating’ line: “it didn’t mean anything, you’re the one I love”
I didn’t say anything; I didn’t wanna open my mouth coz I knew I would cuss. I just sat on the bed, hugging my knees to my chest. I wasn’t even thinking any of those bait ‘girl-who’s-been-cheated-on’ lines, all I was thinking was calling up Karina, Meisha, Rianna, Maria, Stephanie and Shanice; the only people I knew would be down to fuck this bitch up very soon.
Sunday, 28 March 2010
Wednesday, 24 March 2010
Chapter 12
Chapter 12
I was in the car with my mum. We were driving to my brother’s house listening to Choice FM. I could tell my mum had been itching to ask me something for ages, but she hadn’t…
On Choice FM they were chatting some nonsense about relationships and then my mum decided to talk…
“So Ciara… how are things with you and Kyle??” she began
“Ermm… they’re alright I suppose”
“I noticed you didn’t return home the other night… where were you?”
Shit, do I lie or not??
“I did come home in the end… I was at Chelsea’s.” I lied, hoping she wouldn’t clock
“Really… coz I spoke to Chelsea. She said she hadn’t seen you since you left the hospital. So I’m gonna ask you again and I want the truth. Where were you?”
I sighed and decided it was time to just tell the truth.
“I was at Kyle’s house… but I came home at like 1.” I tried to remember what time I had seen that text coz if it was after one then I was fucked.
My mum made some grumbling noises and then spoke
“What makes you think it’s appropriate to be staying out until those times, especially when you were at a boy’s house.”
I didn’t answer and we didn’t speak for the rest of the journey.
**
We had been at my brother’s house for a few hours now; we were basically just having some family time. My niece was so beautiful … apparently she looked like me, but I couldn't see it.
Anyway, they had named her Amira; she had blondish hair and big brown eyes :) I love her!
Eventually my mum and I left coz I had college the next day, and she had work, but I would rather have stayed with my beautiful little baby … I sound like some any paedophile.
**
The next day I was on the train home from college and my phone rang… it was the doctor I saw at the hospital on Friday. He asked if I would be able to come in the next day to review my test results…
The way he said I started thinking something was seriously wrong with me… I spent the rest of the night avoiding everyone, sitting in my room thinking about my life.
The next morning I went to college as normal, but left early to go to the hospital. I hadn’t even taken my phone with me that morning when I left, so I was listening to music on my old school mp3 player as I was sat in the waiting room.
“Ciara-Melissa Clarke?” I looked up at the sound of my name, and saw the nurse standing there. I got up and followed her into the room where the doctor was waiting.
“Hello Ciara, how are you today?” he asked
“Ermm… I’m alright I suppose.” He nodded and told me to take a seat.
“your test results showed that it is possible that there’s something wrong with you internally, because the pain and blood flow you were describing did not sound normal” as he said that I felt a twinge in my belly. “So we want to perform a little surgery called a laparoscopy, where we will use a small camera to see what’s going on within you uterus etc. Does that sound OK?”
I nodded my head. I’m not exactly gonna refuse a cure for this stupid pain I experience every month.
I was booked in for an appointment in November, to do the surgery thing, and then I left.
I sat at the bus stop outside the hospital for about an hour before getting on a bus. It’s not that the buses weren’t coming, I just couldn't be bothered. I got home around 4:30 and went straight to my room. I had a long hot bath and then decided to read a book. Around 8 I went on Facebook, and as usual I went to inspect my husband’s page. The first thing I saw was a comment from a girl called Carley, saying: ‘I enjoyed today b ;) I’m keeping ur hoodie 2 :) xx’ SKEEEEEEEEEEEEEN! Who’s this bitch, why’s she winking at MY man and why’s she got his hoodie? As far as I know he went uni today… so why’s this chick gwarning like they linked.
WHATEVER! I decided to leave it alone and go about my business. Fuck him if that’s what he wants to do, I’m sure there are many other boys who would want me. And I was right; I went on my friend requests. Some mandem from college had added me, so I accepted them and about five minutes later one of them wrote some next message on my wall saying I looked nice today…
I didn’t bother replying I just went ignored it and went to bed.
*
The next day I didn’t have college so I stayed in bed for most of the morning and then went downstairs and watched Nickelodeon. I miss childhood, life was so simple. I had woken up with a major headache, and to make matters worse, I was on my period. My phone was ringing, it was Kyle…
“Hello”
“Yo… wha gwarn?” he asked, someone was happy
“Nothing…”
“OK… do u wanna come see me today??” he asked, as if I was supposed to be excited
“I don’t fell well… you can come and see me if you want.”
“Ermm… aite. See you later.” Skeen, what you hesitating for you dick
I locked off the phone and looked in the mirror. I didn’t look that bad; I’d had a bath, I was just in pyjamas with my hair lookin raga. I grabbed my brush and quickly brushed it up into a ponytail and sat back down in front of Zoey 101.
I started feeling tired so when the doorbell rang it took me a while to get down there.
We went back to the living room and jammed in front of the TV. Neither of us were talking much, I was laying down on the sofa, and he was just sitting there texting someone.
“Look yeah, if you’re not gonna talk I’m just gonna go,” he said after like ten minutes of us jamming in silence
I turned my head to look at him
“I didn’t force you to come here, and I told you on the phone I don't feel well so what do you want me to do, jump all over you or something??”
I got up and walked out of the room to the bathroom. Once in there I sat on top of the toilet and cried. I don't know what’s wrong with me, I hardly ever cry. After a while I left the bathroom and went back to the bathroom.
“…nah babes, I’m just at my bredrins yard…yeah” I could hear as I approached the room
I kicked open the door…
“I’ll call you back.” He said and locked off the phone. I stood there looking at him.
“That wasn’t what-“ he started
“…it sounded like? Shut the fuck up and get out of my fucking house before I do something I regret.”
He got up and started walking out of the room, but because I was standing in the doorway he had stop in front of me. I moved out of the way and he grabbed my hand.
“GET THE FUCK OFF OF ME. GET THE FUCK OUT OF MY HOUSE YOU FUCKING PRICK!!” I pushed him off me and watched him leave.
I was in the car with my mum. We were driving to my brother’s house listening to Choice FM. I could tell my mum had been itching to ask me something for ages, but she hadn’t…
On Choice FM they were chatting some nonsense about relationships and then my mum decided to talk…
“So Ciara… how are things with you and Kyle??” she began
“Ermm… they’re alright I suppose”
“I noticed you didn’t return home the other night… where were you?”
Shit, do I lie or not??
“I did come home in the end… I was at Chelsea’s.” I lied, hoping she wouldn’t clock
“Really… coz I spoke to Chelsea. She said she hadn’t seen you since you left the hospital. So I’m gonna ask you again and I want the truth. Where were you?”
I sighed and decided it was time to just tell the truth.
“I was at Kyle’s house… but I came home at like 1.” I tried to remember what time I had seen that text coz if it was after one then I was fucked.
My mum made some grumbling noises and then spoke
“What makes you think it’s appropriate to be staying out until those times, especially when you were at a boy’s house.”
I didn’t answer and we didn’t speak for the rest of the journey.
**
We had been at my brother’s house for a few hours now; we were basically just having some family time. My niece was so beautiful … apparently she looked like me, but I couldn't see it.
Anyway, they had named her Amira; she had blondish hair and big brown eyes :) I love her!
Eventually my mum and I left coz I had college the next day, and she had work, but I would rather have stayed with my beautiful little baby … I sound like some any paedophile.
**
The next day I was on the train home from college and my phone rang… it was the doctor I saw at the hospital on Friday. He asked if I would be able to come in the next day to review my test results…
The way he said I started thinking something was seriously wrong with me… I spent the rest of the night avoiding everyone, sitting in my room thinking about my life.
The next morning I went to college as normal, but left early to go to the hospital. I hadn’t even taken my phone with me that morning when I left, so I was listening to music on my old school mp3 player as I was sat in the waiting room.
“Ciara-Melissa Clarke?” I looked up at the sound of my name, and saw the nurse standing there. I got up and followed her into the room where the doctor was waiting.
“Hello Ciara, how are you today?” he asked
“Ermm… I’m alright I suppose.” He nodded and told me to take a seat.
“your test results showed that it is possible that there’s something wrong with you internally, because the pain and blood flow you were describing did not sound normal” as he said that I felt a twinge in my belly. “So we want to perform a little surgery called a laparoscopy, where we will use a small camera to see what’s going on within you uterus etc. Does that sound OK?”
I nodded my head. I’m not exactly gonna refuse a cure for this stupid pain I experience every month.
I was booked in for an appointment in November, to do the surgery thing, and then I left.
I sat at the bus stop outside the hospital for about an hour before getting on a bus. It’s not that the buses weren’t coming, I just couldn't be bothered. I got home around 4:30 and went straight to my room. I had a long hot bath and then decided to read a book. Around 8 I went on Facebook, and as usual I went to inspect my husband’s page. The first thing I saw was a comment from a girl called Carley, saying: ‘I enjoyed today b ;) I’m keeping ur hoodie 2 :) xx’ SKEEEEEEEEEEEEEN! Who’s this bitch, why’s she winking at MY man and why’s she got his hoodie? As far as I know he went uni today… so why’s this chick gwarning like they linked.
WHATEVER! I decided to leave it alone and go about my business. Fuck him if that’s what he wants to do, I’m sure there are many other boys who would want me. And I was right; I went on my friend requests. Some mandem from college had added me, so I accepted them and about five minutes later one of them wrote some next message on my wall saying I looked nice today…
I didn’t bother replying I just went ignored it and went to bed.
*
The next day I didn’t have college so I stayed in bed for most of the morning and then went downstairs and watched Nickelodeon. I miss childhood, life was so simple. I had woken up with a major headache, and to make matters worse, I was on my period. My phone was ringing, it was Kyle…
“Hello”
“Yo… wha gwarn?” he asked, someone was happy
“Nothing…”
“OK… do u wanna come see me today??” he asked, as if I was supposed to be excited
“I don’t fell well… you can come and see me if you want.”
“Ermm… aite. See you later.” Skeen, what you hesitating for you dick
I locked off the phone and looked in the mirror. I didn’t look that bad; I’d had a bath, I was just in pyjamas with my hair lookin raga. I grabbed my brush and quickly brushed it up into a ponytail and sat back down in front of Zoey 101.
I started feeling tired so when the doorbell rang it took me a while to get down there.
We went back to the living room and jammed in front of the TV. Neither of us were talking much, I was laying down on the sofa, and he was just sitting there texting someone.
“Look yeah, if you’re not gonna talk I’m just gonna go,” he said after like ten minutes of us jamming in silence
I turned my head to look at him
“I didn’t force you to come here, and I told you on the phone I don't feel well so what do you want me to do, jump all over you or something??”
I got up and walked out of the room to the bathroom. Once in there I sat on top of the toilet and cried. I don't know what’s wrong with me, I hardly ever cry. After a while I left the bathroom and went back to the bathroom.
“…nah babes, I’m just at my bredrins yard…yeah” I could hear as I approached the room
I kicked open the door…
“I’ll call you back.” He said and locked off the phone. I stood there looking at him.
“That wasn’t what-“ he started
“…it sounded like? Shut the fuck up and get out of my fucking house before I do something I regret.”
He got up and started walking out of the room, but because I was standing in the doorway he had stop in front of me. I moved out of the way and he grabbed my hand.
“GET THE FUCK OFF OF ME. GET THE FUCK OUT OF MY HOUSE YOU FUCKING PRICK!!” I pushed him off me and watched him leave.
Sunday, 21 March 2010
Chapter 11
Chapter 11
They both replied saying the same thing, that the other person added them (as in Kyle added Camilla, and Camilla added Kyle). I didn’t respond to either of them. I just went back to my bed. I didn’t sleep for the rest of the night. My mum called me, we spoke for a bit, and she told me we were going north tomorrow to see my brother and his newborn daughter. I was supposed to be there for the birth, but she had come earlier than planned on Monday morning, so I was finally gonna get to see her.
After I came off the phone to my mum, I got in the shower and washed my hair. I got dressed into Light blue jeans a white top. The doorbell rang. I wasn’t expecting anyone so I was surprised. I ran down and opened it. It was Kyle.
I left the door open and went into the kitchen.
“No hello nah” I ignored him. “Okayyy … why you gonna air me??”
“Why you gonna add Camilla on Facebook” I countered. This boy was gonna piss me off today, I could see it.
“ARGHH .… FOR FUCK’S SAKE-“ he started
“DO NOT FUCKING SHOUT AT ME, ESPECIALLY NOT IN MY OWN HOUSE.”
“LISTEN YEAH, I ALREADY DONE TOLD YOUR CLART THAT SHE ADDED ME, SO IF UR STILL GONNA CHAT SHIT IN MY EARS ABOUT IM GONE.” He turned around and started walking towards the door but when he got to the front door he stopped.
He turned around and started walking towards me with a crazy look on his face, like he wanted to fuck me up. I started backing away. When he got to me, he grabbed me and shoved me against the wall.
Then he started kissing me. What the fuck??
I bit his lip to stop him kissing me, and pushed him away from me
“WHAT THE FUCK IS WRONG WITH YOU?!” we both said at the same time. I ignored him and walked over to the kettle. I snatched it off of its little holder thingy and filled it up with some tap water. I stood there watching it boil, just so I didn’t have to look at him. I wanted to kill him.
I walked over to the cupboard where the coffee container was and picked it up. I could sense him watching me, but he wasn’t speaking, so I wasn’t either.
As I was putting some coffee powder into a mug he came and stood behind me and said my name.
“What??”
“Nothing.”
This boy is so stupid, I wanted to fucking stab him.
“Leave me alone then” I stated as I poured sugar into my cup of coffee and stirred it. I went into the fridge to check if my Sainsbury’s jam doughnuts were still there. They were so I took two out. I turned around to face him as I bit into one.
“Do you want me to prove that I didn’t add her??”
“If that’s what tickles your Willy then go ahead.” He screwed me and went into the next room, into my mum’s office. He switched on the computer and logged into his Hotmail inbox.
“There you go…” he said, turning the flat screen to face me. He had opened a message from Facebook with the heading ‘Camilla Sanchez added you as a friend on Facebook…’
I took a gulp from my coffee and went back into the kitchen. I heard the little sound the computer makes when it’s turning off as he appeared back in front of me.
“So… are you gonna give me a kiss now??” he asked
“I’m eating” I said with my mouth full of doughnut
“I don’t care,” he said as he shrugged and moved closer, and planted a kiss on my lips, nearly making me choke on my food. As he pulled away he licked sugar off of my bottom lip. Ewww!
I wiped my mouth and finished off my doughnut.
We went upstairs…
These times it was like one o’clock and we had been together for about an hour and a half. I was super-bored, and the one thing I do when I’m super-bored is turn on some music and shake what my mama gave me.
I went and got my laptop from my room and went into Windows Media Player and started pumping that song ‘Line It Up Inna Yuh Pum-Pum’.
Don't think I didn’t starting whining myself upon the chair while he was tryna watch some gay football match.
“I beg you turn that off” he said
“No, you’re not paying attention to me, and I’m bored, so this is what I do when I’m bored.”
He exhaled and layed flat on his back on the sofa, and closed his eyes. I crawled over to him and jumped on top of him, and started grinding on him…
“Get off me man, I’m tryna sleep”
“fine.” I turned off the music and my laptop, and laid down next to him with my leg thrown over him.
My eyes started feeling heavy despite the fact that I had drunk a large cup of coffee, and I gradually fell asleep.
When I opened my eyes again, Kyle was fast asleep as well. The time was 4:30. My belly was rumbling like a mu’fucker … I got on top of Kyle and started kissing his neck. He must have been in a light sleep coz he instantly grabbed my bum and squeezed it.
One minute we were ‘innocently’ dry-sexing, the next we were having full-on sex, with me riding it like a pony :)
As we were doing it, I was hoping that my mum wouldn’t come home and catch us, coz that would be me dead boy. It was like God was punishing me for having sex, coz literally just as he bussed, I heard a car pulling up in the driveway. Shit! No matter who it was, we were about to be caught. We jumped up off of the sofa and started running around, putting on our clothes, tryna make ourselves look normal. Just as I pulled my top over my head, I heard the front door slam shut.
My mum walked into the room looking as happy as Larry (not ‘Larry’, I mean that saying ‘as happy as Larry’).
I looked at Kyle, to make sure he had composed himself. He was casually lying on the sofa with his hand on his chest.
“Mum, why you so happy??” I asked
“Can’t a girl be happy??” she was literally grinning from ear-to-ear. She sat down on the end of the armchair, and sighed. “Life is great. My kids are all grown up, especially my beautiful baby girl; I’ve got another grandchild… why shouldn’t I be happy?”
I shrugged my shoulders…
“Anyway… I’m hungry; you hungry??”
“Depends, what you cooking??”
“I’ll cook for you anyway.” She called as she left the room.
I looked at Kyle and started laughing
“I know exactly why my mum’s happy. I dun kno she musta got a hot fuck last night or something”
Kyle just rolled his eyes and focused on the TV again.
I flopped back on the sofa and closed my eyes as Kyle flicked through the channels on the TV.
I layed there thinking; maybe it was time I stopped giving into Kyle. Eventually he would take things too far, and I would end up looking like a prick. But I liked him too much to give him up, but I wondered if he felt the same.
They both replied saying the same thing, that the other person added them (as in Kyle added Camilla, and Camilla added Kyle). I didn’t respond to either of them. I just went back to my bed. I didn’t sleep for the rest of the night. My mum called me, we spoke for a bit, and she told me we were going north tomorrow to see my brother and his newborn daughter. I was supposed to be there for the birth, but she had come earlier than planned on Monday morning, so I was finally gonna get to see her.
After I came off the phone to my mum, I got in the shower and washed my hair. I got dressed into Light blue jeans a white top. The doorbell rang. I wasn’t expecting anyone so I was surprised. I ran down and opened it. It was Kyle.
I left the door open and went into the kitchen.
“No hello nah” I ignored him. “Okayyy … why you gonna air me??”
“Why you gonna add Camilla on Facebook” I countered. This boy was gonna piss me off today, I could see it.
“ARGHH .… FOR FUCK’S SAKE-“ he started
“DO NOT FUCKING SHOUT AT ME, ESPECIALLY NOT IN MY OWN HOUSE.”
“LISTEN YEAH, I ALREADY DONE TOLD YOUR CLART THAT SHE ADDED ME, SO IF UR STILL GONNA CHAT SHIT IN MY EARS ABOUT IM GONE.” He turned around and started walking towards the door but when he got to the front door he stopped.
He turned around and started walking towards me with a crazy look on his face, like he wanted to fuck me up. I started backing away. When he got to me, he grabbed me and shoved me against the wall.
Then he started kissing me. What the fuck??
I bit his lip to stop him kissing me, and pushed him away from me
“WHAT THE FUCK IS WRONG WITH YOU?!” we both said at the same time. I ignored him and walked over to the kettle. I snatched it off of its little holder thingy and filled it up with some tap water. I stood there watching it boil, just so I didn’t have to look at him. I wanted to kill him.
I walked over to the cupboard where the coffee container was and picked it up. I could sense him watching me, but he wasn’t speaking, so I wasn’t either.
As I was putting some coffee powder into a mug he came and stood behind me and said my name.
“What??”
“Nothing.”
This boy is so stupid, I wanted to fucking stab him.
“Leave me alone then” I stated as I poured sugar into my cup of coffee and stirred it. I went into the fridge to check if my Sainsbury’s jam doughnuts were still there. They were so I took two out. I turned around to face him as I bit into one.
“Do you want me to prove that I didn’t add her??”
“If that’s what tickles your Willy then go ahead.” He screwed me and went into the next room, into my mum’s office. He switched on the computer and logged into his Hotmail inbox.
“There you go…” he said, turning the flat screen to face me. He had opened a message from Facebook with the heading ‘Camilla Sanchez added you as a friend on Facebook…’
I took a gulp from my coffee and went back into the kitchen. I heard the little sound the computer makes when it’s turning off as he appeared back in front of me.
“So… are you gonna give me a kiss now??” he asked
“I’m eating” I said with my mouth full of doughnut
“I don’t care,” he said as he shrugged and moved closer, and planted a kiss on my lips, nearly making me choke on my food. As he pulled away he licked sugar off of my bottom lip. Ewww!
I wiped my mouth and finished off my doughnut.
We went upstairs…
These times it was like one o’clock and we had been together for about an hour and a half. I was super-bored, and the one thing I do when I’m super-bored is turn on some music and shake what my mama gave me.
I went and got my laptop from my room and went into Windows Media Player and started pumping that song ‘Line It Up Inna Yuh Pum-Pum’.
Don't think I didn’t starting whining myself upon the chair while he was tryna watch some gay football match.
“I beg you turn that off” he said
“No, you’re not paying attention to me, and I’m bored, so this is what I do when I’m bored.”
He exhaled and layed flat on his back on the sofa, and closed his eyes. I crawled over to him and jumped on top of him, and started grinding on him…
“Get off me man, I’m tryna sleep”
“fine.” I turned off the music and my laptop, and laid down next to him with my leg thrown over him.
My eyes started feeling heavy despite the fact that I had drunk a large cup of coffee, and I gradually fell asleep.
When I opened my eyes again, Kyle was fast asleep as well. The time was 4:30. My belly was rumbling like a mu’fucker … I got on top of Kyle and started kissing his neck. He must have been in a light sleep coz he instantly grabbed my bum and squeezed it.
One minute we were ‘innocently’ dry-sexing, the next we were having full-on sex, with me riding it like a pony :)
As we were doing it, I was hoping that my mum wouldn’t come home and catch us, coz that would be me dead boy. It was like God was punishing me for having sex, coz literally just as he bussed, I heard a car pulling up in the driveway. Shit! No matter who it was, we were about to be caught. We jumped up off of the sofa and started running around, putting on our clothes, tryna make ourselves look normal. Just as I pulled my top over my head, I heard the front door slam shut.
My mum walked into the room looking as happy as Larry (not ‘Larry’, I mean that saying ‘as happy as Larry’).
I looked at Kyle, to make sure he had composed himself. He was casually lying on the sofa with his hand on his chest.
“Mum, why you so happy??” I asked
“Can’t a girl be happy??” she was literally grinning from ear-to-ear. She sat down on the end of the armchair, and sighed. “Life is great. My kids are all grown up, especially my beautiful baby girl; I’ve got another grandchild… why shouldn’t I be happy?”
I shrugged my shoulders…
“Anyway… I’m hungry; you hungry??”
“Depends, what you cooking??”
“I’ll cook for you anyway.” She called as she left the room.
I looked at Kyle and started laughing
“I know exactly why my mum’s happy. I dun kno she musta got a hot fuck last night or something”
Kyle just rolled his eyes and focused on the TV again.
I flopped back on the sofa and closed my eyes as Kyle flicked through the channels on the TV.
I layed there thinking; maybe it was time I stopped giving into Kyle. Eventually he would take things too far, and I would end up looking like a prick. But I liked him too much to give him up, but I wondered if he felt the same.
Saturday, 20 March 2010
Chapter 10
Chapter 10
I slowly opened my eyes and it was still dark. I looked at my watch and saw it was 12:07am … my mum was gonna beat my rass boi. I rolled over to my left, but Kyle wasn’t there anymore… KMT! I sat up and felt a disgusting stinging between my legs. I needed to have a long hot shower boy. I gathered up my clothes and put them on, but I couldn't find my bra…? I was under the bed looking for it but I still couldn't find it, oh well, I’d just have to go bra-less until I got home. Just as I was about to get back in the bed Kyle came back in the room fully dressed.
“When did you wake up??” he asked
“Where’ve you been?” I wasn’t gonna answer him until he answered me.
“Downstairs and I think you’ll find I asked you a question first.”
I rolled my eyes and answered him
“About five minutes ago” I took a seat on the bed, and he did the same.
“What were you doing downstairs then??” I asked
“Oh my God, what is this, the Spanish Inquisition?? If you must know I was looking for my other phone.” I ignored him and picked up my bag off the floor. I took out my phone and saw that I had three missed calls from my mum, and some more texts. One was from my mum and it said: ‘I know you’re not at home, so don't front like you were when I see you. I will call the HOUSE PHONE tomorrow morning at 9am. I expect you to answer it.’
“Who you texting now??” he sounded annoyed/pissed/frustrated
“My mum…anyway I’m bouncing now-“
“No you aint. I haven’t finished with you yet.” Because I had my back to him I couldn't see his face, so I was expecting to feel him kissing on my neck or something but I didn’t. I turned and looked at him.
“Did I tell you to look at me??” he said
“I’m gonna fuck you up, you know. I don't know why I’m even here; I could be in my fucking bed”
“Go then, aint nobody forcing you to be here.” I didn’t move. “That’s what I thought. Anyway, what I was going to say I haven’t given you your birthday present. But since you aint getting it and you get out of my house too”
I looked in his eyes, tryna work it if he was being serious. He was straight screwfacing.
“Really? Aright then. See you around.” I got up, picked up my shit and walked out of the room faster than he anticipated coz by the time I was at the bottom of the stairs he was only just coming out of his room, laughing like a prick.
“I was joking man, look at you tryna come like some next Usain Bolt.” I ignored him and sat down on the stairs to put on my shoes and he sat down next to me. he grabbed my hands to stop me putting on my shoes…
“I was joking.”
“I heard you, but I don't find your jokes very funny”
“Ciaraaaaa”
I ignored him
“Ciaraaaaa … don't ignore me man… I was joking.” He started kissing my neck but I pushed him off and he hit his head on the banister thingy. I jumped up from where I was sitting.
“Oh my gosh, are you okay??”
He nodded his head while holding the side of it. I knelt down between his legs and moved his hand. It weren’t bleeding or anything, but I felt bad. I felt his hands go around my waist. I was tempted to move them but I let him leave them there.
His older brother came out of the kitchen and went into the living room.
“Use a condom kids” he called out to us. I rolled my eyes and started laughing
He looked into my eyes and said: “let’s go upstairs” when he saw my facial expression he said: “not to beat, just come”
We went upstairs and sat down on the bed.
“Close your eyes; I wanna give you your present.” I obeyed and I heard him shuffling around behind me. I felt his weight press down on the bed as he sat next to me.
“You can open your eyes now” I opened my eyes to see him holding a present bag from Ernest Jones. Anyone who knows about Jewellery knows that Ernest Jones is like one of the most expensive shops around… I opened the bag to find on two long boxes the first one was a necklace with a heart pendant on it, and the second one was a matching bracelet.
“Do you wanna know why I chose to buy a necklace” knowing him it would probably be something dirty…
“Tell me then”
“Coz I imagined you wearing it when you’re naked.”
“You’re too nasty for me. Help me put it on then yuh dutty”
I lifted up my hair and he moved behind me to put it around me.
“Are you gonna get naked?” he started laughing as he put the little bar in the hole thingy. When he finished he kissed me on my neck
“No. you wish I would though init”
“Damn right!”
I turned around and faced him. I held my hand out to him so he could put the bracelet on me as well. Then he kissed me on my lips.
“You’re so beautiful”
“Yeah… and you’re sexy as fuck!” I said and we started laughing
“Cheeky” he said before kissing me again. I wanted to fuck him again, but I felt like keeping him waiting at least until tomorrow
“Oh yeah… where’s my bra?”
“Why should I know?”
Arghh… I felt lost without my bra.
I looked at my watch as Kyle got up to turn the TV on. He was flicking through the channels while I tried to fix my hair. When Kyle came back to the bed I layed down with my head resting on his chest.
I think I'm falling in love…
I fell asleep and eventually woke up again around 4am and tried force him to take me home. He wanted me to spend the night.
“I can’t my mums gonna call my yard at 9 so she’ll know I never came home.”
“I’ll take you home at 8 then… please stay”
“No… come on, you can come to mine if you must.”
“Nah I want my bed tonight”
He slowly stood up, yawned and stretched. He walked over to the TV and turned it off, then put his car keys in his pocket.
“I thought you said that wasn’t your whip.” I questioned him. Why did he lie?
“Nah I’m looking after it for my cousin in pen.”
Skeen. I couldn't be bothered to question him anymore.
He walked over and lifted me off the bed and over his shoulder. He slowly walked downstairs and out the front door to the car. He unlocked the car and put me into the passenger seat.
I quickly fell asleep and when I opened my eyes I was on my bed with Kyle next to me.
“I’ve been tryna wake you up for like 20 minute’s u freak. I’m gonna go now” he said. I sat up and took off the chain and the bracelet and the rest of my clothes and walked over to my chest of drawers. I took out some old bra that I always wear to sleep and put it on. I climbed back into bed.
He leaned over and kissed my cheek.
“Bye, I’ll call you in the morning” he walked out. I heard him go down the stairs and the front door slam shut, then his engine turned on and revved up.
I couldn't get back to sleep, so I turned on my laptop and went on Facebook. I went on to Kyle’s page and saw the words ‘Kyle and Camilla Sanchez are now friends’. I clicked on the name to make sure, and I saw Camilla’s face come up on my screen. Why the fuck had they added each other?
I sent her a text: ‘WHY THE FUCK DID U ADD MY MAN ON FB?’
I sent him a text: ‘WHY THE FUCK DID U ADD CAMILLA ON FB?’
I slowly opened my eyes and it was still dark. I looked at my watch and saw it was 12:07am … my mum was gonna beat my rass boi. I rolled over to my left, but Kyle wasn’t there anymore… KMT! I sat up and felt a disgusting stinging between my legs. I needed to have a long hot shower boy. I gathered up my clothes and put them on, but I couldn't find my bra…? I was under the bed looking for it but I still couldn't find it, oh well, I’d just have to go bra-less until I got home. Just as I was about to get back in the bed Kyle came back in the room fully dressed.
“When did you wake up??” he asked
“Where’ve you been?” I wasn’t gonna answer him until he answered me.
“Downstairs and I think you’ll find I asked you a question first.”
I rolled my eyes and answered him
“About five minutes ago” I took a seat on the bed, and he did the same.
“What were you doing downstairs then??” I asked
“Oh my God, what is this, the Spanish Inquisition?? If you must know I was looking for my other phone.” I ignored him and picked up my bag off the floor. I took out my phone and saw that I had three missed calls from my mum, and some more texts. One was from my mum and it said: ‘I know you’re not at home, so don't front like you were when I see you. I will call the HOUSE PHONE tomorrow morning at 9am. I expect you to answer it.’
“Who you texting now??” he sounded annoyed/pissed/frustrated
“My mum…anyway I’m bouncing now-“
“No you aint. I haven’t finished with you yet.” Because I had my back to him I couldn't see his face, so I was expecting to feel him kissing on my neck or something but I didn’t. I turned and looked at him.
“Did I tell you to look at me??” he said
“I’m gonna fuck you up, you know. I don't know why I’m even here; I could be in my fucking bed”
“Go then, aint nobody forcing you to be here.” I didn’t move. “That’s what I thought. Anyway, what I was going to say I haven’t given you your birthday present. But since you aint getting it and you get out of my house too”
I looked in his eyes, tryna work it if he was being serious. He was straight screwfacing.
“Really? Aright then. See you around.” I got up, picked up my shit and walked out of the room faster than he anticipated coz by the time I was at the bottom of the stairs he was only just coming out of his room, laughing like a prick.
“I was joking man, look at you tryna come like some next Usain Bolt.” I ignored him and sat down on the stairs to put on my shoes and he sat down next to me. he grabbed my hands to stop me putting on my shoes…
“I was joking.”
“I heard you, but I don't find your jokes very funny”
“Ciaraaaaa”
I ignored him
“Ciaraaaaa … don't ignore me man… I was joking.” He started kissing my neck but I pushed him off and he hit his head on the banister thingy. I jumped up from where I was sitting.
“Oh my gosh, are you okay??”
He nodded his head while holding the side of it. I knelt down between his legs and moved his hand. It weren’t bleeding or anything, but I felt bad. I felt his hands go around my waist. I was tempted to move them but I let him leave them there.
His older brother came out of the kitchen and went into the living room.
“Use a condom kids” he called out to us. I rolled my eyes and started laughing
He looked into my eyes and said: “let’s go upstairs” when he saw my facial expression he said: “not to beat, just come”
We went upstairs and sat down on the bed.
“Close your eyes; I wanna give you your present.” I obeyed and I heard him shuffling around behind me. I felt his weight press down on the bed as he sat next to me.
“You can open your eyes now” I opened my eyes to see him holding a present bag from Ernest Jones. Anyone who knows about Jewellery knows that Ernest Jones is like one of the most expensive shops around… I opened the bag to find on two long boxes the first one was a necklace with a heart pendant on it, and the second one was a matching bracelet.
“Do you wanna know why I chose to buy a necklace” knowing him it would probably be something dirty…
“Tell me then”
“Coz I imagined you wearing it when you’re naked.”
“You’re too nasty for me. Help me put it on then yuh dutty”
I lifted up my hair and he moved behind me to put it around me.
“Are you gonna get naked?” he started laughing as he put the little bar in the hole thingy. When he finished he kissed me on my neck
“No. you wish I would though init”
“Damn right!”
I turned around and faced him. I held my hand out to him so he could put the bracelet on me as well. Then he kissed me on my lips.
“You’re so beautiful”
“Yeah… and you’re sexy as fuck!” I said and we started laughing
“Cheeky” he said before kissing me again. I wanted to fuck him again, but I felt like keeping him waiting at least until tomorrow
“Oh yeah… where’s my bra?”
“Why should I know?”
Arghh… I felt lost without my bra.
I looked at my watch as Kyle got up to turn the TV on. He was flicking through the channels while I tried to fix my hair. When Kyle came back to the bed I layed down with my head resting on his chest.
I think I'm falling in love…
I fell asleep and eventually woke up again around 4am and tried force him to take me home. He wanted me to spend the night.
“I can’t my mums gonna call my yard at 9 so she’ll know I never came home.”
“I’ll take you home at 8 then… please stay”
“No… come on, you can come to mine if you must.”
“Nah I want my bed tonight”
He slowly stood up, yawned and stretched. He walked over to the TV and turned it off, then put his car keys in his pocket.
“I thought you said that wasn’t your whip.” I questioned him. Why did he lie?
“Nah I’m looking after it for my cousin in pen.”
Skeen. I couldn't be bothered to question him anymore.
He walked over and lifted me off the bed and over his shoulder. He slowly walked downstairs and out the front door to the car. He unlocked the car and put me into the passenger seat.
I quickly fell asleep and when I opened my eyes I was on my bed with Kyle next to me.
“I’ve been tryna wake you up for like 20 minute’s u freak. I’m gonna go now” he said. I sat up and took off the chain and the bracelet and the rest of my clothes and walked over to my chest of drawers. I took out some old bra that I always wear to sleep and put it on. I climbed back into bed.
He leaned over and kissed my cheek.
“Bye, I’ll call you in the morning” he walked out. I heard him go down the stairs and the front door slam shut, then his engine turned on and revved up.
I couldn't get back to sleep, so I turned on my laptop and went on Facebook. I went on to Kyle’s page and saw the words ‘Kyle and Camilla Sanchez are now friends’. I clicked on the name to make sure, and I saw Camilla’s face come up on my screen. Why the fuck had they added each other?
I sent her a text: ‘WHY THE FUCK DID U ADD MY MAN ON FB?’
I sent him a text: ‘WHY THE FUCK DID U ADD CAMILLA ON FB?’
Friday, 19 March 2010
Chapter 9
WARNING: EXPLICIT CONTENT
Chapter 9
We FINALLY got off the tram; it was like going on a journey to the centre of the earth blud. KMT… anyway… as we were walking down the road to his house, I was still texting Tyrone, and I could sense him watching me.
“Who the fuck are you texting so much??” he didn’t wait for me to answer, he just grabbed the phone out of my hands and when I tried to get it he held it out of my reach. Curse him for being 6-foot 3-inches tall. ¬¬
By the time I managed to jump on his back and try and get the phone back he had already looked through half of my inbox… I started slapping his head and then next thing I knew I was lying on the dirty pavement and he was standing there laughing… how rude! I just lay on the floor, pretending I was unconscious. He was still there laughing, he weren’t even tryna help me. I could hear footsteps approaching, but I still kept my eyes closed…
“Kyle… what have you done to her” it was his sister Rachel
This fool was still standing there laughing. I could feel warm breath (not in a bad way) on my face.
“Ciara…” she shook me “are you alrite??” I opened my eyes and nodded my head. Then I remembered I was on the pavement so I jumped up and started wiping myself off.
“You two need to grow up, come on nuh” she walked off in the direction we came from.
I snatched my phone out of his hand and put it back in my bag. I took off my hoodie and shook it off; I just felt so dirty coz I had been laying on the ground.
This fool was STILL laughing kmt. I walked off and let him follow behind like a little dog.
I was walking bare fast, not clocking that someone was shouting until I heard Kyle saying “Shut the fuck up” to someone. I turned around and saw some random boy standing there, but I hadn’t even heard what he said.
Kyle grabbed my arm and dragged me up the road to his house…
We finally got to his house after what seemed like ten million years, and we were in his room on his bed. He kept tryna make a move on me, but I felt like making him wait for a bit first.
I got up and went to the toilet… when I came back into the room, I was about to lay down next to him but he grabbed me and pulled me on top of him, and then flipped over so I couldn't get up.
He started kissing my neck etc and then we started lipsing… I was just getting into it and was ready to let his hands start going places and then someone started knocking on the door bare loud…
“KYLE … GET YUH RASS DOWN HERE NOW!” Oh … my … gosh. Talk about a mood killer. He got up and went downstairs to see what his mum wanted and I stayed on the bed.
About five minutes later he came back up with his hand down his trousers (tell-tale sign that he had a boner) and took a basket of clothes downstairs.
I could see that ‘battery low’ light flashing on his laptop, so I picked it up and plugged in the charger. I took it off of hibernate and his wallpaper came up. A topless picture of him, showing his packs etc … so vain.
After about half an hour, he came back upstairs and sat down.
“My mum’s gone work now… she took Jermaine (his brother) to Kellie’s yard. Did I tell you to touch my laptop??” he dragged it out of my hands and turned it off.
“You’re so rude… if you think ima let you introduce me to Larry now you mussa mad!” I slapped his little bean head and then we started play fighting on the bed. He threw me off of the bed and then pulled me back onto it.
“Arghh … u prick man!” I said pushing him off of me. I weren’t even in the mood for his shit anymore.
“Call me a prick one more time and see if I don't strip you.” He was daring me, and I aint one to step down from a dare.
“You. Prick.” He held me down on the bed and got on top of me.
“Badgyal yeah??” he said. I nodded my head
He sat on my belly and undid my belt and pulled down my jeans, leaving me in just my top and my knickers
“Do you still wanna test me?” he looked into my eyes, I could tell he wanted to fuck me. Bad.
“Why not??” we both knew what we wanted, we’re both grown(ish) so what’s the problem? What he did next surprised me; he got off of me and walked out of the room…
Alright then. I get the message. I got up and put my jeans and belt back on picked up my hoodie from the end of the bed and was in the process of putting it on when he came back in the room.
“Who told you to get dressed?” I just ignored him and took my phone out of my bag. I had some texts from people; how could I not have heard my phone jingle? I was paying too much attention to my phone because I didn’t clock he was behind me until he put his hand around my waist. I tried shrugging him off but it didn’t work. He started kissing on my neck and shit, I hate to admit it but he was turning me on.
Next thing I knew we were laying on the bed, both of us butt naked, with his mouth on my left breast and his fingers in my vagina. The heat I was feeling in my body was fucking indescribable… I couldn't do anything except moan and pant. He stopped sucking on my nipple and whispered in my ear:
“So you wanna do this ting yeah??” His seduction has worked and my plan to resist had failed.
So, stupidly, I nodded and went along with it… I didn’t watch his movement’s coz by these times I had closed my eyes, but I could hear all the sounds; him ripping open the condom packet etc…
“Are you sure you even wanna do this?” he questioned. He must have clocked coz my eyes were closed
I opened my eyes
“Why you asking me that?? If I didn’t wanna do it, WOULD I FUCKING BE LAYING HERE BUTT NAKED??” I pushed him away from me, got under the covers and closed my eyes again.
I felt him lift up the covers and then lay down next to me.
“Don’t raise your voice at me,” he simply stated, and then did nothing else. Now the atmosphere was just awkward. I opened my eyes, and was surprised to see him laying on his side staring at me.
“Why you watching my face gee??”
“I dunno … it aint as if it’s a pretty sight” my face dropped, but he started laughing and then he said, “I’m joking man. You know I think you’re beautiful.”
I hate it when people say things like that because I never know how to react, firstly coz I don't think I'm all that, and secondly coz I don't wanna seem big-headed
“Stop blushing, we both know it’s true. If you were ugly, I actually wouldn’t be with you… unless you had a banging personality”
“Your room is cold,” I stated, changing the subject completely.
“Do you want me to warm you up then?” he said, while winking
I chose not to respond. He put his hand under the cover and jiggled my tummy.
“Urghh… don’t do that” gosh man, making my fat jiggle and shit. He just layed there laughing gently.
I got on top of him and whispered in his ear: “I wanna do it.”
He took that as his cue to flip me over and start kissing my neck…
“I bet you can't even make me scream doe.” I challenged
“Is that a dare, yeah?? Just remember you aint sampled any of me yet, so I wouldn’t put all of my money on that bet if I were you.”
While he focused on putting the condom on, I looked towards the window and clocked that it was dark outside…
He got back on top of me and spread both of my legs with his right leg. All I could feel between my legs was the heat emanating from his penis (which from our little foreplay session before, I had discovered really was a ‘Larry’)… I could feel it getting closer and closer until the head was resting against my vagina. He used his thumb to spread my lips (cringe!) and I finally felt the head penetrate me. Then came the hard bit (literally) – getting it in me fully. No-one told him to have such a fucking huge dick otherwise I coulda been riding that shit already KMT!
The pain was making me gasp and moan and shit, but all I wanted was for him to FUCK ME!
“Can you not just force it in?? Taking your sweet time and tings like!” I exclaimed, even though it was becoming a bit hard for me to speak
“Fine, I will” I regretted telling him to force it in instantly, because he did exactly that, and because I wasn’t expecting it I involuntarily let out a scream… grr!
“You screamed.” He stated before kissing me so I couldn't respond.
He slowly pulled out of me, and then put it back in quickly, making me bite his lip. He was stroking me, in and out; nice and slow… even though it still kinda hurt, I was feeling little jolts of pleasure. He took his lips away from mine and all these noises started flowing out my mouth…
“UHH … UHH … UNHHHHHHHHHHH!”
He slowly started pounding into me at a faster pace; he was fucking driving me wild! He grabbed hold of my hips and started pulling me closer to him, so all you could hear was me moaning like a maniac, and our skin smacking together. My hands were rested on his back and shoulders and the pain was making him scratch him up like a cat. The tingles shooting up and down my body were sending me into another world…
“Shit man, why you so fucking tight??” if these were normal circumstances I probably would have responded sarcastically, but I couldn't even speak, so all I did was dig my nails into his face. He grabbed my left leg and threw it over his shoulder, bringing our bodies even closer together and sending him deeper into my vagina. By this point he was pumping into me so hard, like a madman, that my vagina was starting feel numb from the pain… the bed was smacking into the wall, the neighbours definitely knew what was going in here, boy…
“Ahhh… Kyleeee… plish… farghhhh” this boy had me speaking gibberish; I didn’t even know what the fuck I was on about anymore…
I could feel bare heat between my legs, and I knew what was about to happen – I was gonna cum. And when I did it blew my mind. So there it was – my first time, and my first orgasm. I thought Kyle was nowhere near finished until I suddenly felt more heat between my legs – he had FINALLY bussed.
He dragged himself out of me and collapsed next to me.
Chapter 9
We FINALLY got off the tram; it was like going on a journey to the centre of the earth blud. KMT… anyway… as we were walking down the road to his house, I was still texting Tyrone, and I could sense him watching me.
“Who the fuck are you texting so much??” he didn’t wait for me to answer, he just grabbed the phone out of my hands and when I tried to get it he held it out of my reach. Curse him for being 6-foot 3-inches tall. ¬¬
By the time I managed to jump on his back and try and get the phone back he had already looked through half of my inbox… I started slapping his head and then next thing I knew I was lying on the dirty pavement and he was standing there laughing… how rude! I just lay on the floor, pretending I was unconscious. He was still there laughing, he weren’t even tryna help me. I could hear footsteps approaching, but I still kept my eyes closed…
“Kyle… what have you done to her” it was his sister Rachel
This fool was still standing there laughing. I could feel warm breath (not in a bad way) on my face.
“Ciara…” she shook me “are you alrite??” I opened my eyes and nodded my head. Then I remembered I was on the pavement so I jumped up and started wiping myself off.
“You two need to grow up, come on nuh” she walked off in the direction we came from.
I snatched my phone out of his hand and put it back in my bag. I took off my hoodie and shook it off; I just felt so dirty coz I had been laying on the ground.
This fool was STILL laughing kmt. I walked off and let him follow behind like a little dog.
I was walking bare fast, not clocking that someone was shouting until I heard Kyle saying “Shut the fuck up” to someone. I turned around and saw some random boy standing there, but I hadn’t even heard what he said.
Kyle grabbed my arm and dragged me up the road to his house…
We finally got to his house after what seemed like ten million years, and we were in his room on his bed. He kept tryna make a move on me, but I felt like making him wait for a bit first.
I got up and went to the toilet… when I came back into the room, I was about to lay down next to him but he grabbed me and pulled me on top of him, and then flipped over so I couldn't get up.
He started kissing my neck etc and then we started lipsing… I was just getting into it and was ready to let his hands start going places and then someone started knocking on the door bare loud…
“KYLE … GET YUH RASS DOWN HERE NOW!” Oh … my … gosh. Talk about a mood killer. He got up and went downstairs to see what his mum wanted and I stayed on the bed.
About five minutes later he came back up with his hand down his trousers (tell-tale sign that he had a boner) and took a basket of clothes downstairs.
I could see that ‘battery low’ light flashing on his laptop, so I picked it up and plugged in the charger. I took it off of hibernate and his wallpaper came up. A topless picture of him, showing his packs etc … so vain.
After about half an hour, he came back upstairs and sat down.
“My mum’s gone work now… she took Jermaine (his brother) to Kellie’s yard. Did I tell you to touch my laptop??” he dragged it out of my hands and turned it off.
“You’re so rude… if you think ima let you introduce me to Larry now you mussa mad!” I slapped his little bean head and then we started play fighting on the bed. He threw me off of the bed and then pulled me back onto it.
“Arghh … u prick man!” I said pushing him off of me. I weren’t even in the mood for his shit anymore.
“Call me a prick one more time and see if I don't strip you.” He was daring me, and I aint one to step down from a dare.
“You. Prick.” He held me down on the bed and got on top of me.
“Badgyal yeah??” he said. I nodded my head
He sat on my belly and undid my belt and pulled down my jeans, leaving me in just my top and my knickers
“Do you still wanna test me?” he looked into my eyes, I could tell he wanted to fuck me. Bad.
“Why not??” we both knew what we wanted, we’re both grown(ish) so what’s the problem? What he did next surprised me; he got off of me and walked out of the room…
Alright then. I get the message. I got up and put my jeans and belt back on picked up my hoodie from the end of the bed and was in the process of putting it on when he came back in the room.
“Who told you to get dressed?” I just ignored him and took my phone out of my bag. I had some texts from people; how could I not have heard my phone jingle? I was paying too much attention to my phone because I didn’t clock he was behind me until he put his hand around my waist. I tried shrugging him off but it didn’t work. He started kissing on my neck and shit, I hate to admit it but he was turning me on.
Next thing I knew we were laying on the bed, both of us butt naked, with his mouth on my left breast and his fingers in my vagina. The heat I was feeling in my body was fucking indescribable… I couldn't do anything except moan and pant. He stopped sucking on my nipple and whispered in my ear:
“So you wanna do this ting yeah??” His seduction has worked and my plan to resist had failed.
So, stupidly, I nodded and went along with it… I didn’t watch his movement’s coz by these times I had closed my eyes, but I could hear all the sounds; him ripping open the condom packet etc…
“Are you sure you even wanna do this?” he questioned. He must have clocked coz my eyes were closed
I opened my eyes
“Why you asking me that?? If I didn’t wanna do it, WOULD I FUCKING BE LAYING HERE BUTT NAKED??” I pushed him away from me, got under the covers and closed my eyes again.
I felt him lift up the covers and then lay down next to me.
“Don’t raise your voice at me,” he simply stated, and then did nothing else. Now the atmosphere was just awkward. I opened my eyes, and was surprised to see him laying on his side staring at me.
“Why you watching my face gee??”
“I dunno … it aint as if it’s a pretty sight” my face dropped, but he started laughing and then he said, “I’m joking man. You know I think you’re beautiful.”
I hate it when people say things like that because I never know how to react, firstly coz I don't think I'm all that, and secondly coz I don't wanna seem big-headed
“Stop blushing, we both know it’s true. If you were ugly, I actually wouldn’t be with you… unless you had a banging personality”
“Your room is cold,” I stated, changing the subject completely.
“Do you want me to warm you up then?” he said, while winking
I chose not to respond. He put his hand under the cover and jiggled my tummy.
“Urghh… don’t do that” gosh man, making my fat jiggle and shit. He just layed there laughing gently.
I got on top of him and whispered in his ear: “I wanna do it.”
He took that as his cue to flip me over and start kissing my neck…
“I bet you can't even make me scream doe.” I challenged
“Is that a dare, yeah?? Just remember you aint sampled any of me yet, so I wouldn’t put all of my money on that bet if I were you.”
While he focused on putting the condom on, I looked towards the window and clocked that it was dark outside…
He got back on top of me and spread both of my legs with his right leg. All I could feel between my legs was the heat emanating from his penis (which from our little foreplay session before, I had discovered really was a ‘Larry’)… I could feel it getting closer and closer until the head was resting against my vagina. He used his thumb to spread my lips (cringe!) and I finally felt the head penetrate me. Then came the hard bit (literally) – getting it in me fully. No-one told him to have such a fucking huge dick otherwise I coulda been riding that shit already KMT!
The pain was making me gasp and moan and shit, but all I wanted was for him to FUCK ME!
“Can you not just force it in?? Taking your sweet time and tings like!” I exclaimed, even though it was becoming a bit hard for me to speak
“Fine, I will” I regretted telling him to force it in instantly, because he did exactly that, and because I wasn’t expecting it I involuntarily let out a scream… grr!
“You screamed.” He stated before kissing me so I couldn't respond.
He slowly pulled out of me, and then put it back in quickly, making me bite his lip. He was stroking me, in and out; nice and slow… even though it still kinda hurt, I was feeling little jolts of pleasure. He took his lips away from mine and all these noises started flowing out my mouth…
“UHH … UHH … UNHHHHHHHHHHH!”
He slowly started pounding into me at a faster pace; he was fucking driving me wild! He grabbed hold of my hips and started pulling me closer to him, so all you could hear was me moaning like a maniac, and our skin smacking together. My hands were rested on his back and shoulders and the pain was making him scratch him up like a cat. The tingles shooting up and down my body were sending me into another world…
“Shit man, why you so fucking tight??” if these were normal circumstances I probably would have responded sarcastically, but I couldn't even speak, so all I did was dig my nails into his face. He grabbed my left leg and threw it over his shoulder, bringing our bodies even closer together and sending him deeper into my vagina. By this point he was pumping into me so hard, like a madman, that my vagina was starting feel numb from the pain… the bed was smacking into the wall, the neighbours definitely knew what was going in here, boy…
“Ahhh… Kyleeee… plish… farghhhh” this boy had me speaking gibberish; I didn’t even know what the fuck I was on about anymore…
I could feel bare heat between my legs, and I knew what was about to happen – I was gonna cum. And when I did it blew my mind. So there it was – my first time, and my first orgasm. I thought Kyle was nowhere near finished until I suddenly felt more heat between my legs – he had FINALLY bussed.
He dragged himself out of me and collapsed next to me.
Thursday, 18 March 2010
Chapter 8
Chapter 8
A week had passed since my birthday. Today I had a hospital appointment so I wasn’t going into college. My mum had to go into work, so my cousin Chelsea was going with me. My appointment wasn’t until 1:45 so I was just jamming on Facebook, and on the phone to Kyle coz he still hadn’t started uni. Lucky fucker…
“So are you gonna come and see me or not?” he asked
I started laughing coz he had been asking me this same question for the majority of our conversation
“Which part of ‘I have a hospital appointment’ do you not understand, love??” I asked.
“Well obviously I’m talking about afterwards. Durhhh”
“Give me at least five good reasons why.” I knew he wouldn’t be able to live up to the challenge, but if I was feeling nice, I would grace him with my presence.
“Ermm … coz I’m hot. Because … I didn’t give you your birthday present yet. Because you think I’m hot … ermm… I can’t think man…”
“Well you best get to thinkin bwoi…” I make myself laugh sometimes
“Ermm because you wanna sex me, and because I want you to meet my friend Larry” I burst out laughing after he said that and I didn’t stop for a while…
“Who the fuck is Larry??” I said after my laughter calmed down a little bit.
He went silent for a bit so I thought he didn’t hear me.
“Well basically, he’s this guy I know very well. He’s about 19 years old, he’s quite tall, he’s quite chubby … me and him are about the same colour complexion. Yeah, that’s Larry.” I started laughing uncontrollably again, even though I didn’t know what the fuck he was talking about
After my laughing fit was over I managed to speak again
“Who are you talking about, seriously?? Coz me and you both know that you don’t know anybody called Larry” I sat there patiently waiting for him to answer…
“You are so stupid … how can you not have clocked it yet?”
“Can you give me a proper description please… coz I’m actually at a loss, I even went to the extent of searching your friends on Facebook”
“My God, you are a dumb fuck. I’m talking about my special friend who hangs down south.”
Then I clocked on. He was talking about his penis.
“You are the most disgusting creature ever, just for making that nasty statement I’m not stepping foot in your house” I said, and hung up the phone.
I went to have a shower, and when I came back to my room, I looked at my phone, and saw I had a text from Kyle: ‘See u at 4 x’
I texted back: ‘yea u wish love’
Just as I finished getting dressed my doorbell rang. I ran downstairs and opened the door for my cousin Chelsea. My girl didn’t even speak she just went straight to the kitchen for food.
We soon left and made our way to the hospital. I was gonna be having some blood tests and shit coz my doctors think there’s something wrong with me coz I have heavy periods. Anyways…
Whilst we were waiting for the doctor to call us in, I was texting Kyle, while Chelsea sat there screw-facing because she doesn’t like Kyle … but she won't tell me why…
Chelsea’s always been like a sister to me even though we didn’t always live close to each other. She moved in with us when we moved back from Brazil.
The doctor finally called us in, and we talked about what was wrong with me. He felt up my stomach for a bit and then extracted some blood (yikes!) and then he said I would be called back when the results came.
When we left, it was bare sunny outside the hospital. I checked my watch… the time was 3:00 … and right on cue Kyle decided to call me.
“Are you out of the hospital now??”
“Yeah, why where are you??”
“I went to Croydon, to buy you a birthday card”
“Yeah, a week later.” I kissed my teeth, “so where do you want me to meet you?” there was a bus coming, going near Croydon so Chelsea and I jumped on it.
He told me to call him when I got near Croydon, so I hung up and put my head on Chelsea’s shoulder, but she pushed it off.
She had been acting like such a bitch since I told her I was going out with Kyle but that’s her business bruv.
We didn’t speak for the whole bus journey but when we finally got into Croydon, I decided to have it out with her. We got off the bus and was about to walk off but I grabbed her arm.
“What the fuck is you’re problem Chelsea?? Ever since I told you that I’m going out with Kyle you’ve been going on so booky.” I realised how cold it was so I quickly put on my hoody, and waited for Chelsea to answer.
She stood up and rolled her eyes.
“It’s nothing” she said and walked off.
I didn’t have time for this bitch man. I picked up my bag and got my phone out of it. I was about to call Kyle and my phone started ringing. It was some random number…
“Hello…”
“Ciara … its Kellie … Kyle said you should meet him at the tram stop in East Croydon” and then she locked off. Rude little bitch. Me and Kellie never really got along, we were just kinda forced to be friends coz we had bare mutual friends.
I hated coming to Croydon, it was so loud and noisy, and people were always watching my face and shit… I couldn't even walk through the town centre without people shouting obscenities at me…
After jumping on a bus to east Croydon, I was standing there waiting for ‘Larry’. I walked over to the Oyster thingy and was beeped mine. I remembered that it was gonna expire in like two weeks and I still hadn’t even sent my application.
“Wa gwarn Larry?!” I shouted out bare loud when he got near me and I started laughing like a loon again…
“What the fuck is wrong with you man, you’re so black” this boy better not test me…
When we got on the tram, my mum’s friend’s daughter, Camilla, was on the tram. I said hi to her and was gonna go about my business, but she stopped me and asked who Kyle was. I introduced them, but I didn’t say who he was and then we went and sat down. I sat down opposite him, with my back facing Camilla…
“This tram is for Elmers End. The next stop will be Lebanon Road”
I received a text from Tyrone, and because I was replying I stopped paying attention to Kyle.
If I had been, I would have noticed him and Camilla making eye contact and mouthing stuff at each other…
A week had passed since my birthday. Today I had a hospital appointment so I wasn’t going into college. My mum had to go into work, so my cousin Chelsea was going with me. My appointment wasn’t until 1:45 so I was just jamming on Facebook, and on the phone to Kyle coz he still hadn’t started uni. Lucky fucker…
“So are you gonna come and see me or not?” he asked
I started laughing coz he had been asking me this same question for the majority of our conversation
“Which part of ‘I have a hospital appointment’ do you not understand, love??” I asked.
“Well obviously I’m talking about afterwards. Durhhh”
“Give me at least five good reasons why.” I knew he wouldn’t be able to live up to the challenge, but if I was feeling nice, I would grace him with my presence.
“Ermm … coz I’m hot. Because … I didn’t give you your birthday present yet. Because you think I’m hot … ermm… I can’t think man…”
“Well you best get to thinkin bwoi…” I make myself laugh sometimes
“Ermm because you wanna sex me, and because I want you to meet my friend Larry” I burst out laughing after he said that and I didn’t stop for a while…
“Who the fuck is Larry??” I said after my laughter calmed down a little bit.
He went silent for a bit so I thought he didn’t hear me.
“Well basically, he’s this guy I know very well. He’s about 19 years old, he’s quite tall, he’s quite chubby … me and him are about the same colour complexion. Yeah, that’s Larry.” I started laughing uncontrollably again, even though I didn’t know what the fuck he was talking about
After my laughing fit was over I managed to speak again
“Who are you talking about, seriously?? Coz me and you both know that you don’t know anybody called Larry” I sat there patiently waiting for him to answer…
“You are so stupid … how can you not have clocked it yet?”
“Can you give me a proper description please… coz I’m actually at a loss, I even went to the extent of searching your friends on Facebook”
“My God, you are a dumb fuck. I’m talking about my special friend who hangs down south.”
Then I clocked on. He was talking about his penis.
“You are the most disgusting creature ever, just for making that nasty statement I’m not stepping foot in your house” I said, and hung up the phone.
I went to have a shower, and when I came back to my room, I looked at my phone, and saw I had a text from Kyle: ‘See u at 4 x’
I texted back: ‘yea u wish love’
Just as I finished getting dressed my doorbell rang. I ran downstairs and opened the door for my cousin Chelsea. My girl didn’t even speak she just went straight to the kitchen for food.
We soon left and made our way to the hospital. I was gonna be having some blood tests and shit coz my doctors think there’s something wrong with me coz I have heavy periods. Anyways…
Whilst we were waiting for the doctor to call us in, I was texting Kyle, while Chelsea sat there screw-facing because she doesn’t like Kyle … but she won't tell me why…
Chelsea’s always been like a sister to me even though we didn’t always live close to each other. She moved in with us when we moved back from Brazil.
The doctor finally called us in, and we talked about what was wrong with me. He felt up my stomach for a bit and then extracted some blood (yikes!) and then he said I would be called back when the results came.
When we left, it was bare sunny outside the hospital. I checked my watch… the time was 3:00 … and right on cue Kyle decided to call me.
“Are you out of the hospital now??”
“Yeah, why where are you??”
“I went to Croydon, to buy you a birthday card”
“Yeah, a week later.” I kissed my teeth, “so where do you want me to meet you?” there was a bus coming, going near Croydon so Chelsea and I jumped on it.
He told me to call him when I got near Croydon, so I hung up and put my head on Chelsea’s shoulder, but she pushed it off.
She had been acting like such a bitch since I told her I was going out with Kyle but that’s her business bruv.
We didn’t speak for the whole bus journey but when we finally got into Croydon, I decided to have it out with her. We got off the bus and was about to walk off but I grabbed her arm.
“What the fuck is you’re problem Chelsea?? Ever since I told you that I’m going out with Kyle you’ve been going on so booky.” I realised how cold it was so I quickly put on my hoody, and waited for Chelsea to answer.
She stood up and rolled her eyes.
“It’s nothing” she said and walked off.
I didn’t have time for this bitch man. I picked up my bag and got my phone out of it. I was about to call Kyle and my phone started ringing. It was some random number…
“Hello…”
“Ciara … its Kellie … Kyle said you should meet him at the tram stop in East Croydon” and then she locked off. Rude little bitch. Me and Kellie never really got along, we were just kinda forced to be friends coz we had bare mutual friends.
I hated coming to Croydon, it was so loud and noisy, and people were always watching my face and shit… I couldn't even walk through the town centre without people shouting obscenities at me…
After jumping on a bus to east Croydon, I was standing there waiting for ‘Larry’. I walked over to the Oyster thingy and was beeped mine. I remembered that it was gonna expire in like two weeks and I still hadn’t even sent my application.
“Wa gwarn Larry?!” I shouted out bare loud when he got near me and I started laughing like a loon again…
“What the fuck is wrong with you man, you’re so black” this boy better not test me…
When we got on the tram, my mum’s friend’s daughter, Camilla, was on the tram. I said hi to her and was gonna go about my business, but she stopped me and asked who Kyle was. I introduced them, but I didn’t say who he was and then we went and sat down. I sat down opposite him, with my back facing Camilla…
“This tram is for Elmers End. The next stop will be Lebanon Road”
I received a text from Tyrone, and because I was replying I stopped paying attention to Kyle.
If I had been, I would have noticed him and Camilla making eye contact and mouthing stuff at each other…
Saturday, 6 March 2010
Chapter 7
A few months had passed since all that gay drama with my brother… he was still a bit off with me and Kyle. Me and him had been fighting a bit recently as well coz he wanted to tell the whole world that we were dealing, but I wanted to keep it on the DL coz people already chat my name enough.
Today was the day of my 17th birthday :). I was sitting in my bedroom, wrapped up in a towel coz I had just come out of the bath. It was only like 6:30 in the morning but I had woken up bare early coz I couldn't sleep.
I took off my towel and stood in front of my mirror, analysing my body. I actually hated my body … I’m not skinny, just ‘slim’ I have humongous hips and legs though which I hate coz they look so fuckin huge. To make things worse I’m fucking flat chested as well … Well, I’m a 34B but that’s fucking tiny mate. The only thing that I think boys could find remotely attractive about my body is the fact that I have a fucking huge ass and green-hazel eyes.
ANYWAYS… I got dressed into one of those high-waisted H&M skirts in black, a white top and a blue Adidas jacket. It sounds odd but it looked decent.
I went downstairs and sat in front of the TV for a bit and then ate some breakfast. Coz my mum doesn’t work on Friday’s I went into her room to ask for money.
As I was walking to the bus stop, I felt my phone vibrating. It was my godsister Karina …
“Hello…”
“HAPPY BIRTHDAY BITCH!” I started creasing bare, whilst I was like tryna cross the road so some cars started beeping at me… “Damn, I thought you would still be asleep so I could wake you up!”
“Shut up you hoe. You are still coming tonight init?” I asked. My mum was forcing me to have a little get together/sleepover coz she said I’m a boring fuck coz I never do anything for my birthday.
“Yeah, me, Meisha and Rianna are coming … do you still want me to bring a few niggas??”
“Yeah, yeah … but anyways I’m getting on the bus now, so ima call you when I finish colly or suttin” I locked off the phone and got on my bus to the tube station.
The one person I wanted to hear from, Kyle, was the one person I hadn’t heard from all morning … I had a free period, so I decided to go and use one of the computers. I logged into Facebook. I had bare notifications from people saying ‘Happy Birthday’. I clicked on my info tab and changed my relationship status to ‘In a Relationship with Kyle Waithe’. He can’t even chat shit anymore.
I appeared online on facebook chat to see who was online, and there he was. I was baffled as to why he was at home on a Friday morning then I remembered he hadn’t started uni yet. Believe it or not this ‘Ghetto’ guy actually goes to uni… anyways I made myself offline again before people started talking nonsense to me. Some more people came into the common room; including my friend Tyrone … we were just talking casually for a bit, until the pips went for the beginning of break. I logged off of Facebook, without checking my notifications that had popped up, and then went and jammed on one of the sofas. My next lesson was Dance, so I went and quickly got changed and came back to the common room.
The day flew by quickly and I finally left college at 3pm. I went home, tidied up a bit and then had a shower. These times it was like 6pm, so I went downstairs and started making some food and stuff. I had told everyone to be here by 6:30, but knowing these black people they wouldn’t get here until 7:30.
My phone started ringing, it was my cousin Georgina.
“We’re nearly there, my mum’s dropping me and Monifa” my girl didn’t even say hello, just started talking, silly gyal
“Yeah, yeah whatever. My doorbell’s ringing now so I’ll just see you when you get here” just as I opened the door for my girls Kiera, Harmony, Frankie, Helena & Maria, my phone started ringing again. I answered my phone and gave directions to Amanda. After that, my doorbell and phone rang like every five minutes, it was so annoying. After that, I ignored any calls and concentrated on preparing some snacks and drinks.
After a while, everyone had arrived and we were all in the living room bussing jokes … my mum had just come home, so she had taken over making the drinks and stuff. After a while the mandem left, and it was time for us girls to get wild! We got changed into our pyjamas and stuff and then went back downstairs. We started playing truth or dare … I dared Frankie and Monique to get naked and run down to the end of my road. Monifa wasn’t down, so Maria did it instead. Don't think these girls didn’t strip off and then we all went outside to watch them running in opposite directions down my road, and back up. It was fucking jokes mate …. After a few more crazy dares it was my turn to choose truth or dare. I stupidly chose truth, forgetting I was jamming with some of the biggest bitches I know.
Monifa decided to pipe up with her big mouth: “why are you going out with a granddad?” everyone else was baffled, coz obviously not everyone had been on Facebook
“What’s she talking about??” asked Harmony. Despite the fact that Monifa was my cousin, I hated her with a passion at times. I closed my eyes and took a deep breath.
“Me and Kyle, yes Kyle as in Kellie’s cousin, are dealing.” The way everyone took some sharp breaths in, you could feel the lack of oxygen within the room. I heard my phone make the text message sound again, from the kitchen, so I went to go and check it.
It was a message from Kyle
‘Why u airing my calls…? Man was only tryna say happy bday. What you on tomorrow?”
I read and re-read the message over again and my brain went into heavy thought mode. Was the relationship actually going to be worth all of the hassle?
I went back to the living room, where Harmony was tryna explain to Maria who Kyle was, despite the fact that we all went to the same school.
“So what do you lot wanna do now??” I asked, hoping nobody would bring Kyle up.
Despite the fact that we were all 16 or 17, we started making prank calls to random numbers, doing bare different accents… I loved these little immature moments with my friends
I had replied to Kyle’s message when I first saw it. The next morning I woke up to a message from him again, saying that he wanted to see me today, coz he didn’t get to see me on my actually birthday.
****
After the girls left, I had a shower and then tried to find an outfit. The time was 1pm; he said he would be here at 2:30. In the end I decided to put on some low cut, long-sleeved white top, and leggings. I couldn't decide whether or not to wear a bra, it aint like my chest was going anywhere … I picked up one of my push up bras and just put it on and then tried to do my hair before I got fully dressed. In my opinion, I look decent.
I looked around my room, and realised the place was a mess, so I picked up all the dirty clothes off the floor, dashed them in their basket thingy and sprayed some air freshener. Even though my mum was out for the whole day, I didn’t wanna jam in the living room. I made my bed and then quickly went to the toilet.
The doorbell rang, and I looked at my watch; it was 2:15. I wlked down the stairs slowly and opened the door. My man didn’t even let me say hello or nothing, he just walked in and started kissing me…
Today was the day of my 17th birthday :). I was sitting in my bedroom, wrapped up in a towel coz I had just come out of the bath. It was only like 6:30 in the morning but I had woken up bare early coz I couldn't sleep.
I took off my towel and stood in front of my mirror, analysing my body. I actually hated my body … I’m not skinny, just ‘slim’ I have humongous hips and legs though which I hate coz they look so fuckin huge. To make things worse I’m fucking flat chested as well … Well, I’m a 34B but that’s fucking tiny mate. The only thing that I think boys could find remotely attractive about my body is the fact that I have a fucking huge ass and green-hazel eyes.
ANYWAYS… I got dressed into one of those high-waisted H&M skirts in black, a white top and a blue Adidas jacket. It sounds odd but it looked decent.
I went downstairs and sat in front of the TV for a bit and then ate some breakfast. Coz my mum doesn’t work on Friday’s I went into her room to ask for money.
As I was walking to the bus stop, I felt my phone vibrating. It was my godsister Karina …
“Hello…”
“HAPPY BIRTHDAY BITCH!” I started creasing bare, whilst I was like tryna cross the road so some cars started beeping at me… “Damn, I thought you would still be asleep so I could wake you up!”
“Shut up you hoe. You are still coming tonight init?” I asked. My mum was forcing me to have a little get together/sleepover coz she said I’m a boring fuck coz I never do anything for my birthday.
“Yeah, me, Meisha and Rianna are coming … do you still want me to bring a few niggas??”
“Yeah, yeah … but anyways I’m getting on the bus now, so ima call you when I finish colly or suttin” I locked off the phone and got on my bus to the tube station.
The one person I wanted to hear from, Kyle, was the one person I hadn’t heard from all morning … I had a free period, so I decided to go and use one of the computers. I logged into Facebook. I had bare notifications from people saying ‘Happy Birthday’. I clicked on my info tab and changed my relationship status to ‘In a Relationship with Kyle Waithe’. He can’t even chat shit anymore.
I appeared online on facebook chat to see who was online, and there he was. I was baffled as to why he was at home on a Friday morning then I remembered he hadn’t started uni yet. Believe it or not this ‘Ghetto’ guy actually goes to uni… anyways I made myself offline again before people started talking nonsense to me. Some more people came into the common room; including my friend Tyrone … we were just talking casually for a bit, until the pips went for the beginning of break. I logged off of Facebook, without checking my notifications that had popped up, and then went and jammed on one of the sofas. My next lesson was Dance, so I went and quickly got changed and came back to the common room.
The day flew by quickly and I finally left college at 3pm. I went home, tidied up a bit and then had a shower. These times it was like 6pm, so I went downstairs and started making some food and stuff. I had told everyone to be here by 6:30, but knowing these black people they wouldn’t get here until 7:30.
My phone started ringing, it was my cousin Georgina.
“We’re nearly there, my mum’s dropping me and Monifa” my girl didn’t even say hello, just started talking, silly gyal
“Yeah, yeah whatever. My doorbell’s ringing now so I’ll just see you when you get here” just as I opened the door for my girls Kiera, Harmony, Frankie, Helena & Maria, my phone started ringing again. I answered my phone and gave directions to Amanda. After that, my doorbell and phone rang like every five minutes, it was so annoying. After that, I ignored any calls and concentrated on preparing some snacks and drinks.
After a while, everyone had arrived and we were all in the living room bussing jokes … my mum had just come home, so she had taken over making the drinks and stuff. After a while the mandem left, and it was time for us girls to get wild! We got changed into our pyjamas and stuff and then went back downstairs. We started playing truth or dare … I dared Frankie and Monique to get naked and run down to the end of my road. Monifa wasn’t down, so Maria did it instead. Don't think these girls didn’t strip off and then we all went outside to watch them running in opposite directions down my road, and back up. It was fucking jokes mate …. After a few more crazy dares it was my turn to choose truth or dare. I stupidly chose truth, forgetting I was jamming with some of the biggest bitches I know.
Monifa decided to pipe up with her big mouth: “why are you going out with a granddad?” everyone else was baffled, coz obviously not everyone had been on Facebook
“What’s she talking about??” asked Harmony. Despite the fact that Monifa was my cousin, I hated her with a passion at times. I closed my eyes and took a deep breath.
“Me and Kyle, yes Kyle as in Kellie’s cousin, are dealing.” The way everyone took some sharp breaths in, you could feel the lack of oxygen within the room. I heard my phone make the text message sound again, from the kitchen, so I went to go and check it.
It was a message from Kyle
‘Why u airing my calls…? Man was only tryna say happy bday. What you on tomorrow?”
I read and re-read the message over again and my brain went into heavy thought mode. Was the relationship actually going to be worth all of the hassle?
I went back to the living room, where Harmony was tryna explain to Maria who Kyle was, despite the fact that we all went to the same school.
“So what do you lot wanna do now??” I asked, hoping nobody would bring Kyle up.
Despite the fact that we were all 16 or 17, we started making prank calls to random numbers, doing bare different accents… I loved these little immature moments with my friends
I had replied to Kyle’s message when I first saw it. The next morning I woke up to a message from him again, saying that he wanted to see me today, coz he didn’t get to see me on my actually birthday.
****
After the girls left, I had a shower and then tried to find an outfit. The time was 1pm; he said he would be here at 2:30. In the end I decided to put on some low cut, long-sleeved white top, and leggings. I couldn't decide whether or not to wear a bra, it aint like my chest was going anywhere … I picked up one of my push up bras and just put it on and then tried to do my hair before I got fully dressed. In my opinion, I look decent.
I looked around my room, and realised the place was a mess, so I picked up all the dirty clothes off the floor, dashed them in their basket thingy and sprayed some air freshener. Even though my mum was out for the whole day, I didn’t wanna jam in the living room. I made my bed and then quickly went to the toilet.
The doorbell rang, and I looked at my watch; it was 2:15. I wlked down the stairs slowly and opened the door. My man didn’t even let me say hello or nothing, he just walked in and started kissing me…
Wednesday, 3 March 2010
CHARACTER INFO..
Mentioned:
CIARA-MELISSA – She’s the main character. She’s from Brazil, Venezuela, Barbados, Jamaica, China and Ireland … She has an average body, green/hazel eyes. She has four brothers, no sisters and she lives with her mum.
KYLE – Ciara’s boyfriend. He’s from Jamaica … he has a built-up body and brown eyes. He has on older brother, a twin sister and a little brother. He was born in Jamaica, but moved to England when he was ten, with all of his family except his dad.
TYRELL – One of Ciara’s brothers, he’s the youngest boy of the family. Obviously from the same countries as Ciara. He also has a built-up body and hazel eyes.
KELLIE – Kyle’s cousin, also from Jamaica. No-one important really.
ANTON – another of Ciara’s brother’s. He is known as ‘Psycho’ by a few people in ends, because he is a bit of a psycho at times.
MONIFA – Ciara’s cousin from her dad’s side. Her mum is Ciara’s aunt. She’s from Jamaica. Her and Ciara don’t always get along, coz she can be a bit bitchy, and man-hungry.
GEORGINA – Ciara’s cousin from her dad’s side. From Jamaica as well. Her and Monifa are closer than her and Ciara.
KARINA – Ciara’s godsister. They used to live on the same estate, before Ciara’s family moved. She’s from Grenada and France. A typical rudegyal, her and Neisha are cousins.
MEISHA – Karina (Ciara’s godsister)’s cousin. From Jamaica and Grenada. She’s another typical rudegyal, always ready to fuck someone up.
RIANNA – one of Ciara’s best friends. She’s Indo-Trinidadian. She also lived on the same estate as Karina, Meisha and Ciara.
SHANICE – one of Ciara’s friends from school. From Ghana. She’s a ‘tell-it-like-it-is’ kinda girl.
HARMONY-RENEE – another of Ciara’s friends, they also go to the same college. She’s from Ghana. Can be rude at times, but she wasn’t always like this. She doesn’t trust mandem, but she’s always watching man.
FRANCESCA (FRANKIE) – she had a bit of a hoeish past, but claims that she’s changed… we’ll see. She’s from Jamaica, Ireland, Portugal and India. Often tries to pass for mixed-race, but she’s actually Quarter-cast.
HELENA – she started their school at the same time as Ciara. She’s best friends with Monique and Maria. She’s one of those girls who falls in love to quickly, and then gets her heart broken. She’s from India & Wales.
MARIA – she can be a bit of a hoe, doesn’t really know how to say no to man. She’s from Spain, Portugal & Barbados
TYRONE – Ciara’s friend from college. Everyone thinks they like each other. She doesn’t like him, but he likes her, though he’s hiding it.
Not Yet Mentioned:
CHELSEA - Ciara's cousin from her dad's side. She's like her older sister
RACHEL – Kyle’s twin sister
DEROME – Kyle’s friend
BRADLEY – Rianna’s man
STEPHEN – Monifa’s man
MOHAMMED – Maria’s man. These two are always fucking with each other, not just in a sexual way either.
CAMILLA - She's Spanish & Filipino, but claims to be Latina ¬¬ ... She's just pretty much a facebook hoe
All of these characters will be a main part of the storyline at some point or another, any other characters you won’t really need background info on.
CIARA-MELISSA – She’s the main character. She’s from Brazil, Venezuela, Barbados, Jamaica, China and Ireland … She has an average body, green/hazel eyes. She has four brothers, no sisters and she lives with her mum.
KYLE – Ciara’s boyfriend. He’s from Jamaica … he has a built-up body and brown eyes. He has on older brother, a twin sister and a little brother. He was born in Jamaica, but moved to England when he was ten, with all of his family except his dad.
TYRELL – One of Ciara’s brothers, he’s the youngest boy of the family. Obviously from the same countries as Ciara. He also has a built-up body and hazel eyes.
KELLIE – Kyle’s cousin, also from Jamaica. No-one important really.
ANTON – another of Ciara’s brother’s. He is known as ‘Psycho’ by a few people in ends, because he is a bit of a psycho at times.
MONIFA – Ciara’s cousin from her dad’s side. Her mum is Ciara’s aunt. She’s from Jamaica. Her and Ciara don’t always get along, coz she can be a bit bitchy, and man-hungry.
GEORGINA – Ciara’s cousin from her dad’s side. From Jamaica as well. Her and Monifa are closer than her and Ciara.
KARINA – Ciara’s godsister. They used to live on the same estate, before Ciara’s family moved. She’s from Grenada and France. A typical rudegyal, her and Neisha are cousins.
MEISHA – Karina (Ciara’s godsister)’s cousin. From Jamaica and Grenada. She’s another typical rudegyal, always ready to fuck someone up.
RIANNA – one of Ciara’s best friends. She’s Indo-Trinidadian. She also lived on the same estate as Karina, Meisha and Ciara.
SHANICE – one of Ciara’s friends from school. From Ghana. She’s a ‘tell-it-like-it-is’ kinda girl.
HARMONY-RENEE – another of Ciara’s friends, they also go to the same college. She’s from Ghana. Can be rude at times, but she wasn’t always like this. She doesn’t trust mandem, but she’s always watching man.
FRANCESCA (FRANKIE) – she had a bit of a hoeish past, but claims that she’s changed… we’ll see. She’s from Jamaica, Ireland, Portugal and India. Often tries to pass for mixed-race, but she’s actually Quarter-cast.
HELENA – she started their school at the same time as Ciara. She’s best friends with Monique and Maria. She’s one of those girls who falls in love to quickly, and then gets her heart broken. She’s from India & Wales.
MARIA – she can be a bit of a hoe, doesn’t really know how to say no to man. She’s from Spain, Portugal & Barbados
TYRONE – Ciara’s friend from college. Everyone thinks they like each other. She doesn’t like him, but he likes her, though he’s hiding it.
Not Yet Mentioned:
CHELSEA - Ciara's cousin from her dad's side. She's like her older sister
RACHEL – Kyle’s twin sister
DEROME – Kyle’s friend
BRADLEY – Rianna’s man
STEPHEN – Monifa’s man
MOHAMMED – Maria’s man. These two are always fucking with each other, not just in a sexual way either.
CAMILLA - She's Spanish & Filipino, but claims to be Latina ¬¬ ... She's just pretty much a facebook hoe
All of these characters will be a main part of the storyline at some point or another, any other characters you won’t really need background info on.
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